Voices keep saying you’re in Boston.
I’m too intimidating to be approached.
I’m a “jerk” (reference to me jerking off and my personality)
And because I’m a jerk, that’s why I’m single.
I’m not “playful”
They say you experimented with Anal sex with the Australian boy, who was Asian, because you assumed his penis was small.
You still didn’t like it.
And that you will remain “slow” (stupid)
I don’t know what to say or do…
Well I suppose I know what to say.
I’d seek you out if I knew where you were, but if you’re terrified of me, then there’s no point.
Why would you be here then, if that’s the case?
“Sisu” the voices say now, that Finnish word for “courage” or “grit” as understood in that book “the Scandinavia way of love” or whatever. “The Nordic Approach to Life” ?
I can’t remember the title…
I’m going back to jerking off…