Voices are saying you’d get back together with me to burn my house down, slit my wrists and commit suicide just because I “ruined your life” and now I’m “someone you can’t forget about” ?
Thanks but not thanks.
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Edit: Voices say you blocked me because you cheated on me or felt like you cheated on me.
And what, you can’t own up to that? You just block the person so you never have to take accountability.
Yeah you told me you couldn’t be strong but I didn’t think you’d be this fucking weak.
But all things considered another girl I’ve dated did the same thing. Blocked me everywhere, and when I confronted her about it maybe two weeks ago now instead of sending a message to me she sent a message to my brother, to tell me.
Please don’t tell me you’re that fucking stupid too.
Edit: Back to the story of you loving me, but I’m represented as your “fathers” penis, and to “love me” you perform fellatio on it.
Very weird, strange, but they did drop the truth bomb a few nights ago that it was “someone else” and I pondered for a bit, “yeah, what did happen to the girl that stayed with the Indian?”
If she was tangible, a real person, not a radio form body, the voices imply that SOMEONE had to foot the bill, and it was Steinar, I guess, so she has to “pay what she owes” and in that regard it’s paid back, or majority of things have had to have been paid back sexually.
edit: Voices are still going on about “making Black Metal” and that me writing out the horrors of your waking life, or someone else’s, steals the inspiration to make their songs or something like that.
If the inspiration can be stolen so easily, again, why not just make the lyrics up? Why not just read this blog and think about how you feel? Why is it tied to a real life persons emotional/neurological response? Why can’t it just be disturbing lyrics? Tyler the Creator?
What the fuck makes “Black Metal” so special that all the lyrics have to be inspired by real life events?
Couldn’t it just be history?
Mother fucking there’s a band called “The Protomen” that make up lyrics based on the “Megaman” franchise games from the company Capcom.
That world is entirely fiction, and they add to it by making the lyrics about an even more dystopian setting.
Why the fuck can’t they just do that instead?!
Shitty fucking music I stg…