Voices say you want me to know now, but I know I’ve already explained my feelings about this.
Beyond that, many of these scenarios are being described as “rape” or at least one party is non-consenting, which is worrisome, honestly.
Like I’m sure I’ve said before, we were young dumb and full of cum.
I’ll just leave it at that.
Edit: Voices say you do not want me to be “understanding.”
too fucking bad.
I’ve gone through my “hoe phase” as well. And sure, it was after you, but don’t Americans do things later than Europeans anyway? Weren’t you drinking around 18 or earlier? I started at 21. There were some white kids drinking and we called them white trash at 14 and 15 here in the states but they weren’t my crew.
And I always romanticized growing up in some small town where you fuck for fun, but I’m a city kid and a fucking outcast considering all these people in my fucking head that “love me” but are too damn afraid to reach out and talk to me.
Cant confirm any of this stupid shit with fucking anyone.
So what the fuck ever.
I have to try and figure this shit out, to understand something, cause if not I’ll just be some pent up ball of frustration trying to find my next victim in whatever context you can imagine, cause I know you must be thinking some things of me too.