Rather be Dead

Voices say you’d rather be dead than to be with me in Boston.

Again, I am not stopping you from doing what you want.

Edit: Voices are saying you would’ve tried to bite off my penis if I let you give me head.

Edit: Voices say I’m your “Fathers” erection so you don’t want to be with any men that can get erect. Okay.

Edit: Voices say your father would rape you if you were ever “peaceful” and this has to do with Black Metal somehow

Edit: Voices are saying I could’ve taken a picture of your father at the inn in NY and he would’ve “snapped out of it” but they’re also like pinning the blame on me like its my fault that I didn’t think to ask to do that!? Like what the fuck would I do with a picture of you and your family? Why would I want to have that? Yeah I “picked up on it” but they either didn't or pretended like they didn’t even understand English so how was I gonna get around that? Especially with you being fucking non-verbal most of the time I was in that goddamn room!?

Edit: Voices say you went to Argentina to save your younger sister/daughter from being gang raped by your father and other family members and your sister would not have survived. This would inspire Howards “Black Metal.” They say we can’t get back together because you would remember all of that and try to commit suicide (?) basically I would give you PTSD.

Edit: They say while I was typing that previous paragraph you went to go and suck off your father.

Edit: They say your “mother” would not allow that to happen to your younger sister/daughter but since you went back to them they allowed it to happen to you.

Edit: Now the topic of the conversation is changing, they said you had sex with two people at “that hostel” but which hostel? New York? Boston? Does it even matter? We “weren’t dating” or at least we didn’t have a label on us.

Edit: Voices say you would have rather been raped by every black man you’ve ever met up with.

Edit: would’ve fucked someone at that dojo, which one? Boston or the DR? Ugh…

Edit: The voices are saying you wouldn’t want to be sentient because if I visited you in the DR you’d want to run away to California and I’d end up joining the Bloods and you’re end up as “hoe” being passed around by the gang.

Edit: You did coke in that bathroom at the graduation dinner. Okay.

Edit: Correction, at the ICA.

Edit: Odin would jack off in the red shirt I gave you.