Voices tell me you were only being “playful” with me. That you did not feel the way I felt.
I wish they would just stop, because that seems obvious.
And I’m just repeating myself.
I’ve been ghosted and frozen out by you on multiple levels.
Nothing about that is playful, but it does demonstrate how much you want absolutely nothing to do with me.
If that’s subject to change, wonderful, but I seriously doubt it is.
edit: voices said you began to initiate a threesome with someone at the hostel in Boston. They make it sound as if the person that wanted the threesome, you allowed them to “turn all the way up” and once they had a tactile, a tangible radio body, you got up and left the engagement. I don’t even know what the fuck I’m describing…