While your life and the horrors that came with it are no longer a topic, voices keep saying I was “suicidal” for being social in my terrible twenties.
I think it’s in relation to how many young people in the 90’s in Norway, wanted to or thought about making “Black Metal” music, so getting black out drunk like I did might inspire an up and coming artist in Norway to idk, murder you?
That’s the only way I’m making sense of this shit.