Voices are saying if we were together and were social in my terrible 20’s you’d have been raped, constantly.
But if we were together in my terrible 20’s I doubt I’d have the same lived experiences, at all.
Edit: Voices say you just shit me out, and something about buying a plane ticket and leaving your family in Argentina to come back to Boston… something is off tho… something feels off about that last part.
Edit: You spit shit at the dudes that asked you for sex for your laptop the voices say, nice lol
And I asked my aunt about what happened that morning. She said you helped her make breakfast for us. I just have to trust her word at that and not let the voices completely take me over. It’s just so distressing, and disturbing. More so because it challenges my good memories. I would love to just remember the good times we had, without all of these extra feelings of betrayal and infidelity.
Edit: Voices are saying you wanted Aaron Wall but when you met him He pulled a gun out on you. Thats why you did whatever you did with him.
Edit: Voices are saying that I know I have good memories of us, and you don’t like me because I don’t bring those memories up often enough to I guess, counter the voices. But I think I’ve said this before as well: I don’t want to live in the past.
I wanted to marry you, that didn’t work.
I tried to move on, somehow it didn’t work.
I’m at a standstill on my island where the only inhabitant is me.