Voices say you want me to die and then you will, however many people that are using or viewing me for “inspiration.”
I don’t have any plans to take my own life, and I am unaware of all the agents that are imitating me.
All I know is that I’m being ignored in some way shape or form from most parties here.
No one is talking to me, which is most frustrating.
Edit: Voices Say you got exactly what you want and never want to be in Boston ever again.
That feels so obvious, why do the voices have that message on repeat? Why…
Edit: voices gave me permission to write this one out! “Cheating on someone that isn’t turned all the way up would make you suicidal.”
Edit: Just had a dream where apparently you got facial reconstruction to look like this e-girl Essarae.
Your “father” was there and some dude that looked like him trying to explain what was happening to me. At the end of it all it’s been explained that someone just “turned all the way up” as I was screaming, in my mind apparently cause I didn’t move in bed and now I have lyrics for a song, that’s pretty much based on the book “Brave New World” by Hunter S. Thompson? I think it’s him.
The lyrics I remember say something like
“Already dying
Already screaming
Already trying,
To survive”
If I made a video recording of the candor then you’d get a better idea for the song but I am honest to god not trying to write music right now.
Here’s a picture of the girl:
