Voices keep saying you’re “closed up” and that I “wouldn’t want it.”
That you’d rather stay where you are than be with me, because I’d expect to have sex.
That you wouldn’t want to be with someone faithful, they’d need to be unfaithful, I.e. willing to have sex with someone else.
I can do all these things and more, but you aren’t here, you aren’t with me, this is just me, reciting and reflecting on what the voices tell me, and you, not saying a word about it.
We should be able to talk about this.