No seriously it’s already half of half the year!
I don’t have much to say as far as updates go, nothing particularly interesting is happening in my life.
I should be working on more books but I think the pressure to like, put out a book a year is getting to me, and I don’t have that kind of schedule or material rather to actually accomplish something like that.
in terms of having material I’m still fairly consistent when it comes to writing a poem a day and doing a drawing a day, so long as I have my devices with me, but it leaves less time for like, reading. I haven’t finished a book of poetry recently because I’ve been using my time to write poetry, so that project falls to the wayside as I try to develop into a better artist.
I’m still processing feelings for my ex, that’s what my poetry has shown me recently. I have a few poems written about her, a person that’s determined they’re done with me so I, in turn, should be done with them but with each “revealing” poem I untangle more and more emotions, often negative, that I have for this person.
I needed to fall in love with someone else a long time ago but I honestly don’t want to put up with someone else’s shit!
My brother and I went half on a squat rack we recently setup in the basement, along with 500lbs of weights. I plan to use it on the weekends mostly, trying to workout at least once a week until I get more into it, again, for the second time, and hopefully this time I’ll stick with it. I’m almost 300lbs, 292 to be exact so, I need a change.
I’m listening to a podcast and trying to watch a Twitch Stream while I write this, and writing this sentence tripped me up the most, but that’s all I have for today.
”Make moves in silence” as they say, pretty much all I got going for me, heh.