I haven’t written a poem for maybe a week or two now, and I haven’t drawn a picture in even longer.
Keeping up with the world, I think I mentioned in my last blog post that I was trying to make NFT’s? That’s gone no where from initial idea to not even a sketch. One thing about having a laptop and an iPad is that one of the two always feels unnecessary, but you need one or the other for niche things, infuriating.
I haven’t organized my photos into folders, my buddy and I are making a zine, I’m probably going to spend hours at home scanning things into my computer this weekend.
Artistically, I’m kind of a mess.
Every other aspect of my life? Not bad.
Still single and ready to mingle, the next Disco Night is at a new venue and on a Friday and I’m not sure I want to show up in my work suit but I can’t change into costume really or I feel that the costume needs at good wash and I almost want to go in my work clothes but getting the sweat out? I’m not sure. I just haven’t decided yet but I know it’s in October so maybe by the time the date comes up I’ll have made a decision. Hopefully.
I wish it were on a Saturday, so much easier to manage.
Anyway I’ve been kind of rambling here but yeah I’m artistically burnt out. I know this feeling, and generally I beat myself up for it but this time I’m going to ride it out. Just the things that I used to do and enjoy I’m doing less and less frequently as it gets easier to sit in bed and watch YouTube until I fall asleep, wake up, and do it again. Like there are videos about 18th century cooking that I’ve found myself watching and while FASCINATING I FEEL like I could be doing something better with my time, but this might be me beating myself up again.
Anyway that’s where I’m at, yo.
I should also print business cards.
Later!