Please tell me that

That you wanted to laugh so fucking hard when Steinar asked if I would marry you

Please tell me that’s true and not just a lie from my psychosis

Push us even further apart

NY Only

Voices say I would be the only one you wanted when you were in New York, as if your desires changed based on your location.

In Boston you’d want someone else,

The same for Norway, The Dominican Republic, etc etc

Shot in the back

Voices say after you sucked off the spare rib or his dick, one or the other, Steinar pulled out a gun and pulled the trigger to shoot me in the back.

Sticking Point

Voices keep trying to drive the point home that you’d just be a hoe in Boston and then try to kill yourself.

This is how I’m starting my day. Nice.

Edit:

Voices are also saying you’re into exhibitionism which you can only pull off in Norway, not the USA

edit:

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C814LH6iA6T/?igsh=MWtxNnB1MzlpbTE4MQ==

Edit:

if it’s because I hit like on a stupid profile picture then fucking unblock me and I’ll unlike it and we can go on about our day

You were in on it

And you would have rather been Oare Wall that was with John and Malcom and Mike and maybe Jeremy and Aaron as well.

Voices say.

Bathroom Kiss

You actually did eat poop, not just the tootsie but also some feces

Your head exploded when I asked “did you brush your teeth after”

You’ve just been under someone’s control

Voices say

Edit:

This is also the day you had sex with someone and contracted herpes (graduation day)

Anal Training

Voices are telling me they’re training you for porn for some reason

Edit:

Back to talking about the “Australian girl” on the train, she had sex with a koala so i would’ve gotten chlamydia from her/you if i stuck around long enough to smash on the mbta?????

Actor

You want ME IN THE FLESH to be an actor or some already famous person to be “inspired by my energy” or some shit

You Fucked him on the Sidewalk

Right behind me, great

Edit:

“Would have” if I didn’t turn around the voices say

Edit: playful.

Pulled his pants down then ran to catch up with me.

Well we aren’t friends anymore either so I guess I don’t have to worry about that again.

Edit: Am I confronting him on Instagram tho. I don’t want to be a menace and confront him when he’s live on twitch, I already did it once.

Edit: this is hilarious, voices are saying you tied his shoelaces together lmao

Black Metal Themes

Voices say you’ll only fuck your father because he’ll make it hurt and that’s the inky way you can feel something.

Edit:

Voices say a shit ton of people are going to kill themselves in Norway after this entry, and then that leads to “necrophilia” not the way I described it in emails, where you just continue to love someone after they die, given how digging open graves is illegal.

Edit:

Voices say I’m in a love triangle with you and Odin. I’m good on that, you can just be with him or whatever.

Edit:

Gave Steinar a blowjob behind my back voices say as I walked into that inn in New York.

Wedding Day

Howard wore the dress, that’s why he’s abusive.

You don’t need anything.

In the pulpit you thought hot about Aaron Wall.

Okay.

Edit:

Voices say you got a BBL

Edit:

Voices say you shit yourself, again

Not writing

Voices talking like me not writing what they just told me means they’re in control or whatever

Edit:

Good lord now they’re saying you defecated into someone’s mouth